voice of truth

Entry 001-2012

2012-01-05T11:51:00.002+08:00

As the New Year began afresh, I want to declare God’sfaithfulness and unfailing love throughout the year 2011. It may not be thebest year for me but above my decisions, in my successes and failures I believeGod is in control, leading me to my divine purpose for the glory of His name.

Just as 1 Timothy 6:6-7 says: ⁶But godliness with contentment is great gain. ⁷For we brought nothing into the world, and we can take nothing out of it.

The new life everyday is a great gift from god and all blessings that may come are already added bonuses from God. When everything else is a bonus how could I ask for more? Indeed, I am so grateful for all the things that have worked and will work together for good. Let your will be done.

hold on.

2011-10-18T13:42:00.003+08:00

Lord, I want to surrender all my worries and anxiousness to You. For I know you alone can heal the pain that I feel right now. Despite this midst, I want to praise you in the storm for Your word comforts me and I will always hold on because I believe that nothing outside your authority can happen to me. Thank You. ^_^

"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified, do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go." - Joshua 1:9

Great is Thy Faithfulness

2011-07-23T21:49:00.006+08:00

It has been a stressful week. With all the disappointing results in my quizzes and exams, I can't help but be anxious about so many things. For the first time, I've experienced a real 'mental black' during an exam and worst, I had a lot of sleepless nights. I'm not really sure but it seems like mind keeps on running around my exams. This week is sick(literally), alot of headcahes, light fever and I would feel a little dizzy. I was really exhausted that I just wish, time would stand still so I can rest.

I've been so eager to post something here because finally I'm letting all this feeling out right now. With all of these, I could only find comfort in my quiet time before going to sleep. It is a big big help to experience serenity reading the word of God. In these times, I really am on the verge of breaking and quitting but I just can't let go because I keep on holding on to His promises.

"And we know that in all things, God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." (Romans 8:28)

It was truly a breath of fresh air to finally finish all the exams today. And once again, I am standing in awe in God's goodness.. My accomplisments for today is all because of Him. Truly, the best thing to do is to put your whole trust in Jesus. He was never late and always comes exactly at the right time.

Praise the Lord for His faithfulness.

the rain.

2011-05-03T21:45:00.003+08:00

July 27, 2010

As a kid, the rain definitely is fun. But as you take new steps in life, it feels different.

I just realized one day, that I don’t like it. One time I even said that I seriously hate it.

For some unknown reason, it makes me feel nostalgic and sad.

It felt like it brings back memories that seemed like I don’t want to remember.

I was soaking wet when I went home, not caring of having weeks of cough and cold.

This time makes me feel how difficult and lonely life could sometimes be.

And each time, walking in the rain seems to be fine; cause no will notice those tears in your eyes.

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I was checking some old files in my notebook when I found this. It reminded me of some memories so I decided to post it here. :)

AMAZING LOVE.

2011-04-20T16:37:00.003+08:00

LOVE.

When you hear it, what comes to your mind? Is it a lover, a friend, or maybe your family? Past few days ago, it just suddenly became a topic for me and my circle of friends and as each one was asked what they think love is, a lot including me just couldn’t find words to speak. I realized that most of the time, “love” turns into a so overrated topic that it becomes too common, but still we can’t define it.

I believe we are created for relationships, thus it is our human nature to love and at the same time to be loved. Yet many times, we feel so alone, we feel so unloved and worst for some, we love but are never loved back.

Love, being too ordinary seemed to be losing its real value but someone made me realized that there is more to discover about it. Now, I would certainly agree when you say, “love comes when you least expect it.” However, this is no ordinary love for this love is too great to be kept hidden. Simply, it is called one TRUE LOVE.

The greatest act is love and the greatest love is Christ.

Yes. It is Jesus Christ who showed me what true love is.

It is a love demonstrated when I was yet a sinner.

…when my King suffered and died for me.

Same goes for you…

This is His sentiment: "I'll call nobodies and make them somebodies; I'll call the unloved and make them beloved" (Rom. 9:25 MSG).

God loves you simply because he has chosen to do so.

He loves you when you don't feel lovely. He loves you when no one else loves you. Others may abandon you, divorce you, and ignore you, but God will love you. Always. No matter what.

[A Love Worth Giving by Max Lucado]

So, what is REAL LOVE?

..it transcends emotions

..It’s always self-less

..it is oftentimes sacrificial

And to quote one of best descriptions I’ve heard about LOVE…

“Love is an unconditional commitment to someone that seeks the highest good of the person loved which will often require sacrifice.”

Human as we are, we will sooner or later fail so to love others like Jesus is definitely a big challenge. But let’s never forget this…

We love because He first loved us. (Romans 8:28)

Let’s first experience real love through Christ and as we know Him deeper, in His time we’ll be ready to love others like Jesus did. It is loving others as an overflow of the love that our God has poured upon us.

Safe in Your Arms.

2011-04-16T13:42:00.004+08:00

"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." (Romans 8:28)

Lately, I learned that there are instances that God allows things to happen and at times these might seemed difficult for us or might cause us to really feel disappointed. In this time we should remember that God's way is just too mysterious for us to understand. Moreover, no matter what situation we are in, let's hold on to His promises. After all, He is an 'all-knowing' and ever faithful God, who loves you like no other.

"I am in awe knowing that You are protecting me. Now I am secured."

New Beginning

2011-01-01T22:36:00.004+08:00

"새해 복 많이 받으세요! "

NEW YEAR - 2011

When everything around us changes constantly; and we ourselves change,

only one thing remains constant has for throughout history and

through all eternity, GOD.

As 2011 began, let’s start afresh with a worshipful heart.

It’s another walk to our journey with JESUS. He will carry

us through our midst; so keep the faith for all things work for

good for those who love God and called according to His purpose.

Let’s trust God and His sovereignty for His love endures forever.

He loves you more than you can imagine.

JESUS-filled 2011. ♥

Mere Fancy.

2010-12-26T00:03:00.010+08:00

It is a mere fancy to a wonderful fantasy

Yet it hopes, waits and humbly asks in prayer

“So close yet so far”, what an obvious cliché

But you see it when it comes your way.

It took a second for this thing to skip a beat

And a minute to fall into broken pieces

Two worlds apart of an unrequited feeling

Yet it hopes, waits and silently asks in prayer

It seems like everything slowly falters into nothingness

Yet it hopes, waits and faithfully asks in prayer.

Wanting to keep up but there seems no point on going.

When you realized how invisible your being can be.

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I got inspired writing this while watching a drama on TV. ㅋㅋㅋ

At the same time I wrote this thinking of someone *blehk* and if some

close friends drop by and read this *which I doubt*, they'll know who am I

referring too. ㅎㅎ Of course, I didn't wrote this for 'self pity', I have faith

in God's sovereignty, so let His will be done. Besides, His love endures

forever, how could I ask for more. :)

Entry # 3 - Loving and Serving the Ever Living God

2010-10-09T14:44:00.001+08:00

I believe that prayer, devotion and meditation are the best ways to have an intimate relationship with our God. These are also the usual habits to spend quality time with our Heavenly Father. At times however, being a Christian who happens to be a student or an employee, we encounter extreme busyness or tiredness that there are days that we no longer have any time at all or probably forget about it.

Of course, being at fault, what we normally do is we try to make it up the next day, finding whatever it takes to have that spare time. And with such, we sometimes forget the very essence of prayer, devotion and meditation since we’re too preoccupied to our so called “responsibility”. At this time, instead of praying or meditating because we long to be with God’s presence, we are now doing such because we failed in our commitment or duty.

This also reminds me of the book “The Heavenly Man”; a real life story of Brother Yun, a Chinese Christian in China - who suffered severe persecution as he take up the cross and follow Jesus. His experiences showed how strong his faith is, however at some point in his life there still came a time where his ministry became an idol itself. He was too taken up in working for God that he became too confident in himself. This thing can also happen to any Christians, to be caught up in their commitments/responsibilities in the church and working for God or serving Him has taken the place of loving Him.

Serving the Lord through prayer, devotion or even through ministry is definitely NOT a bad thing; it is actually a great part of growing in love with our Heavenly Father. After all, loving God goes hand in hand with our desires to know Him even more. We just have to keep in mind the very essence why we do these things, it shouldn’t be only because we need to but more importantly because we want to be in presence of our ever Living God. As “perfectly human” as we are, we definitely have to be very careful.

So let’s pause and ask ourselves; “Is serving/working for God has taken the place of loving God?”

Entry # 2 - Comfort Zone

2010-09-25T21:10:00.002+08:00

How pleasing to the ears.

It can be anything you can think of, a person, place, a thing or even a hobby. A thing such as gadgets you can’t seem to live without, a person whom you can’t last to be apart with or simply a hobby you just can’t get enough of.

At this point of your life, is there anything that is taking much of your time that you no longer have a quality time to be with our God?

When I first encounter the word “comfort zone”; I only thought of one thing and that’s my fandom. To some it might be ridiculous but for more than six years I’m pretty sure that this is something I am serious about. After receiving Jesus Christ as my life and savior, I haven’t yet fully given up my fandom.

Fandom -being my comfort zone is something I am so comfortable and used to. It seemed to be a part of my whole being that it felt like I will no longer be who I am without it. I prayed that God will give me some time to get used to life without my fandom however; I came across the verse that rebuked me much.

In John 11:38-40, Jesus came to Lazarus’ tomb. He gave instructions to have the stone moved. This was something He could have done Himself. After all, moving the stone was nothing compared to bringing someone back to life. But why did Jesus asked it to be moved? It’s because it takes faith to do so and those who where there could not have witnessed the miracle if they did not move the stone. This stone is just like my ‘comfort zone’. This let me realized how much time I’m spending for something that won’t last forever. With this, I was finally able to surrender everything to Him.

“As long as you never died in yourself, you will never be alive in Jesus.”

In our lives there might be some ‘stones’ that God is asking us to move in order for us to see and experience His power. Are there any stones in your life that you need to move? Whatever it is, surrender it to Jesus. Let Him know you want it removed in your life and He’ll help you – but you have to be willing.

God let us do the possible, while he takes care of the impossible.

Entry # 1- A Brand New Start

2010-08-30T16:10:00.003+08:00

Be Transformed and Become a Part of the Difference.

Fandom surely is my life. Everything I want to achieve is for the sake of it.

I was so obsessed, wanting to buy and do all things related to it. It was last year when I reached the peak of my fandom. I achieved almost everything I hoped for. Like expected, I felt happy, amaze and proud. Same thing happened the next day, the day after it and it continued…

But one day, I got tired and felt empty. Despite all that I’ve got I wasn’t satisfied.

With God’s grace I’ve found something definitely worth living for.

When I accepted Jesus Christ as my life and personal savior, everything seems to fall properly in their places. I never thought that I’ll get used “on being late” in my fandom. However, even if my fandom is on a downhill still it wasn’t enough for me to gave it up.

Building great relationship is never easy and friendships created with this interest might fall apart. Also, as for having a so called ‘responsibilities’, I was scared to leave with a bad impression. Yes, I was afraid of other’s judgment, which simply was my mindset.

“If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.”

Mathew 16:24

This was the verse that helped me a lot. With continuous prayer, God finally gave me courage to go His way.

I am so blessed to be given a chance to choose the path that I will take.

And so I want to be a part of the difference.

As of today, I am proud to say that I choose Him. The most High of all.

Christian life will never be easy, persecution, condemnation, etc., I will experience more of these but all struggles and pain are only instances of a life here on earth. These are just dusts to an eternal life with the Father. ^^

With His perfect love that I can never fathom, day by day makes me eager to know more about Him.

How about you? Do you want to be a part of the difference too?

2010-05-08T01:12:00.001+08:00

A Poem "A Promise", A very touching poem written by a Cassiopeia

There's this touching poem I read on a person's blog site. It kinda surprised me because it's mostly how I feel about them...
It's really bittersweet, and made me think.
Is this how you guys feel too?

In my next life, I’ll no longer love you.
Because in my next life, I will no longer be a Cassiopeia
In my next life, there will be no Cassiopeia, no DongBangShinKi.
In my next life, I hope you ‘ll only have your real names:
Jung YunHo
Kim JaeJoong
Park Yoochun
Kim JunSu
Shim ChangMin

No more U-Know YunHO
No more YongWoong JaeJoong
No more Micky YooChun
No more Xiah Junsu
No more Choikang ChangMin

Only left
the common Jung YunHo
the happy Kim JaeJoong
the cheerful Park YooChun
the cutie Kim Junsu
the genius Shim ChangMin
only those names left…

no longer the group,
DONGBANGSHINKI

For the DongBangShinKi, one lifetime is enough.
Let all the love, all the passion be exhausted by this lifetime.
No leftover; useless once expired.

In your next life, please be just
Jung YunHo
Kim JaeJoong
Park Yoochun
Kim Junsu
Shim ChangMin

Be the Jung YunHo who only belongs to yourself;
the Park Yoochun who only belongs to your parents;
the Kim JaeJoong who only belongs to your sisters;
the Kim Junsu who only belongs to your friends:
the Shim ChangMin who only belongs to your loved one.

No more DongBangShinKi,
No more large crowd of fans surrounding you,
No more bodyguards,
No more revolting reports by the silly media.

You can be free to do the things you want to do,
free to love the ones you love.

In the spring,
you’ll plug in your earphones and stroll along the malls.
The MP3s playing will not be by a singer called DongBangShinKi

Summer,
you’ll walk the streets with your girlfriend;
eat ice-cream; rent a yacht; watch Nottinghill, Titanic

Autumn,
you’ll watch a concert with your family.
The shining star on stage will be someone else,
no longer a group called DongBangShinKi

Christmas,
you’ll hold your girlfriend’s hand and stroll through Myeongdong.
When the lights go out, you kiss her gently and make that promise of a lifetime.

We’ll do that, shall we?

In the next lifetime, you’ll complete the other dream of your present lifetime,
and not the artiste DONGBANGSHINKI

Then,
you’ll no longer be only sleeping two, three hours a day because of work.
You’ll be able to eat; you’ll be able to sleep

Then,
you won’t have those muscle and joint aches due to long hours of practice.
You won’t accumulate a body full of aches and pain at such a young age.
You won’t say things like “Even if I have to spend the rest of my life lying in bed, that will be ok”.

Then, even when you fall and injured your back,
you’ll be good and put on that cast, lie in your bed and rest.
You’ll no longer have to clench your teeth and finish that performance
because of your promise to fans.

Then, you’ll no longer have to be the artiste watched by thousands;
you’ll only be yourself.
But,
This lifetime,
you’re DongBangShinKi who belongs to the Cassiopeia.
This is a fact that cannot be changed.

And all the Cassiopeia can do,
is love you,
love you,
love you very,
very much.

Because in the next lifetime,
there will be no more DongBangShinKi.
So we’re concentrating all our love in this lifetime.

This lifetime, I will love you well.
This lifetime, let the Cassiopeia love DongBangShinKi well.

Next lifetime,
let you be
just the common Jung YunHo
the happy Kim JaeJoong
the cheerful Park YooChun
the cutie Kim Junsu
the genius Shim ChangMin
who only belongs to yourself.

Next lifetime,
I’ll no longer love you.
I promise.
Really promise…
Because
next lifetime, in my world,
there will be no DongBangShinKi.
there wil be no DongBangShinKi,
no more DongBangShinKi…….

truly
-Cassiopeia-

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a HaeYin moment back in 2007

2010-04-21T01:49:00.011+08:00

Even before the 'Moving On' MV of Zhang Liyin, I already know Donghae & Liyin's chemistry together and so I'm not knew to HaeYin coz of SJ-M & ZLY China activities however it looks like I missed something. I am totally late with this skinship way back in 2007. It's a bit surprising for me but oh well, it was in 2007 after all. I miss these times when SMTown artists never hold back with their skinships especially the male-female moments together. It just seems so right that way. *sigh*

just in case you can't see the video, here's a link.

http://bit.ly/dhDXOn

One more thing, I saw some SuYin (Xiah Junsu & Liyin) moments too! This reminds me of a comment from a Junsu fan, " I envy how Junsu looks at her.". It makes me misses them more together. / cries<3>

cr: http://blog.naver.com/jmy1121

[ESSAY] Written by a Korean Cassiopeia

2010-04-07T17:43:00.017+08:00

This was posted last year so you might have read this already. I think it's a very cute and sweet essay. So I reposted it here in my blog. ^^

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20 years later. . .

“Mom, what are you crying for? Is the TV showing something really sad? Artists are singing but why is mommy crying?”
“Child you see it’s TVXQ and at their front is Cassiopeia”
“Mommy, what are TVXQ and Cassiopeia?”
“This has to be keep as a secret from daddy, TVXQ was someone I once love more than your father”
“Then what about Cassiopeia?”
“That was once a presence of people who loved TVXQ. . .”
“Are TVXQ incredible singers?”
“Umm, they are not just singers moreover they are the most handsome and the greatest artists”
“Ahh~ Then why is mommy crying? Sad because TVXQ came on?”
“No… Happy… Really happy… In such busy years I have forgotten about them, forgotten about our promise to be together forever…. I feel very sorry… but at the same time i feel happy.. the old days was nice… was once crazy for them… smile for them… when I cried for them… Ah~ I really miss it… really really miss it…”
“Mommy… don’t cry, don’t cry mommy”
“Child, mommy is very happy… thankful that they are still as one, still comply with our promise we made back then…… thankful to them for their effort to sing for us, their living efforts… Now thinking back i feel…. somewhere in the corner of my heart there’s still this warmth flowing inside…”
“Mom, looks like you’re same as me, still just like a child…”
“If I can go back in time… Go back to… let me go back to those unforgettable days…”

Actually, there’s nothing more to say…
Because after that, there will only be “once loved them before, will still continue to love them” these words…
10 years. 20 years. 30 years…
As long as they are still in our world,
TVXQ, and us cassiopeia will be together forever…
Whether I’m a mother, a grandmother…
TVXQ…
Cassiopeia and TVXQ will be together for eternity. . .

-THE END-

credit: baidu
translation: crazee@tvxqfever
shared by: sharingyoochun@wordpress

always keep the faith

2010-04-04T19:46:00.007+08:00

Yesterday night was just unexpected; hearing about ‘the announcement’ was just a big shock for me.

To read an article or an opinion about the matter is just too painful. It feels like everything has ended, it feels like I was broken into pieces. I slept crying and woke up crying. I feel so helpless and so lost. How I wish everything was just another ‘Rickie Rolled’ trick for April fool’s. How I wish it was just bad dream that I can get over in a day .

Today is just another so called ‘ordinary day’ to me. Waking up early and getting ready for work I did smile, I did laugh but it wasn’t like it’s used to be. Smiling being a usual thing for me I just uncomfortable today, I felt so uneasy.

‘What to do?’ It’s a question I asked myself many times today. I feel so anxious that I can’t do anything.

6 years of fandom means so much to me. And maybe it’s something that can never go by in this lifetime.

ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH.

It’s something that I am holding on too. Even if it will hurt me much, I wouldn’t care less. After all, this is ain't about me, it's about them.

So I will never let go and will patiently wait. ^_^

afterglow

2010-03-31T15:24:00.011+08:00

these two ain't sunset but a sunrise ^^

10-04-05

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These pictures reminds of TVXQ's song Afterglow. The song with it's new lyrics written by Junsu is simply amazing. And so I wanna dedicate these pcitures to the Timeless Couple -- Kim Junsu and Jang Riin.~~<3

"It may be difficult and tough right now but if we feel the same, someday something will happen in methapor." -Junsu

Love of a Lifetime - chapter 1

2010-02-26T06:59:00.015+08:00

poster by: sweetbow @ soompi

He is DBSK's Kim Junsu. He might be everything a girl will ever dreamed of but for three years he only kept his eyes for one girl. She might be not his first love but for Junsu she will be her last.

When he met her, she simply took his breath away. Her pale, flawless skin compliments her big chocolate brown eyes. For Junsu he was utterly beautiful. Every minute he spent with her was unforgettable. He helped her built her confidence. He gave her a hug when she was in pain. He makes faces just to make her laugh when she's down. He felt he has to protect her and so he did.

Junsu felt her stomach grumbling, he then checked his watched and saw that it's been three hours since they started practicing.

Let's eat lunch.”, Junsu said but Liyin didn't notice.

She was sitting in a corner still practicing her song. He walked towards her, and offered his hands so Liyin can stand up.

“Riinie...Let's eat lunch..I'm hungry.”
“You can eat first oppa.”
“....”
“I still have to finish this...”

Junsu sat in front of her and started pouting inches away in Liyin's face. And her face started to grew hotter. Liyin felt her heart beating so fast.

“Junsu oppa...?”
“Hmm...?” Junsu still looking at her hazel eyes, his just few inch away Liyin's face. She stand up.
“Let's eat lunch oppa.”, she sttutered and started walking oustide.

Junsu laughed(eunkyangkyang) “Riinie, you look really cute when you blush.”

For her, she was just Zhang Liyin, the petite girl who have a powerful voice that can gives shiver to the soul but that doesn't matter if she can't do it in front of a lot of people. She never have confidence, she was shy and scared to disappoint everyone. And that's when he came in her life. He was the light who gave him courage and hope.

It will be Liyin's first performance without Junsu.
“Riinie good luck in your performance later~”, Jaejoong and Yoochun said together.

“Thanks Jae and Yoochun oppa.” Riin smiled.
“Yah! Hyung! I'm the only one who can call her that” Junsu whined.
“Whatever Su, she's our dongsaeng too.” Jaejoong defended and placed her hands around Riin's shoulder.
“Jae hyung! Stop that~” Yoochun stopped Junsu as he walked towards Jaejooong and Riin.

“What?” JaeChun kept laughing. Liyin is still dumbfounded to what's happening. Junsu felt defeated, her spirit went down and he started walking away.

“Riin talked to you later and do your best.” Jaejoong said
“Take care of our Susu ok..?”, Yoochun added as he wink. JaeChun run after Junsu.

“Hey Su we are just joking. LOL Liyin is back their waiting but if you don't want we...” Junsu run back towards Riin, not letting Yoochun to finish talking.

“Thanks hyung!”“He's so in love with her.” Yoochun uttered.“I know and he is being obvious as always.

”As Junsu went back, he saw Liyin looking nervous again.

“Riinie...” Junsu held her hands in his. Don't be scared. Even if I'm not on stage with you, you are not alone. I'll be one of those who will cheer for you.

“Liyin ah..jia you~”“Liyin ah..jia you~”
“Liyin ah..jia you~”“Junsu oppa...Thank you.”

With his constant care and protection little did she know she was falling head over heels in love with him.

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i posted it? O.O probably because of this fever >.> anyway, i think i need rest, and a Thai massage probably can help? yess? ^^

PROLOUGE: http://bit.ly/c6s79Etwo.html

Happy Birthday Joongie oppa

2010-01-25T13:07:00.021+08:00

no words can express his being

but one thing's true

that within him

lies a soul of a real "Hero"

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wishing you'll find real happiness
coz when it comes it's okay to let go.
so you have to believe

since 010504

cebu city ^^

2010-01-03T20:46:00.013+08:00

Magellan's Cross

Cebu Cathedral

taken: 12-27-09

2010 here we go~

2009-12-31T15:19:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas

2009-12-31T06:39:00.005+08:00

...believe...

2009-12-20T08:39:00.001+08:00

Alone & afraid
Lost in your world
Though it wouldn’t last
Till now I’m trapped

Like ice, it is frozen
Waiting for you to unlock it
For it is your warmth
That will thaw this cold heart

Dead, tired and lonely
Lost, in pain, sometimes empty
But still I keep on believing
Someday you’ll protect me

Even if it means forever
No one will take your place
For this heart belongs to you
My love forever with you

love of a lifetime

2009-11-08T23:52:00.007+08:00

[Prolouge]

Who have thought two completely different lives were connected from the beginning.
Two souls that are destined to meet.

A girl who wish to find her “prince” .
A boy who wants to have someone to be called her “princess”.

It might be a coincidence, but for Junsu and Liyin it was fate.

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

What if destiny plays with their lives?

Is love reallly enough?

Will they be able to stand the test of time?
Can they stand firm despite the distance that separates them?
Will they create the timeless rhythm even if they're not singing together?
What if an envy heart will destroy their happiness?
Is he gonna stay strong and protect her?
Will he still become her strength after causing her pain?
Is she gonna trust him again even after he made her broken?
Will her heart trust him again?

Is she gonna give up on him?

Or

Is he gonna let her let go?

Will their timeless love surpass the obstacles of their relationship?

Or

Their vows to each other will be broken forever?

Can love really ease the pain?

Will it mend the heart that was broken into pieces?

…frozen…

2009-10-27T22:44:00.003+08:00

I’m a fool.
Heaven and earth.
Water and fire.
Two different worlds.
Apart.

One sided love.
Indeed, it’s difficult.
A warm smile.
In a painful heart.
Yet. I never let go.
I have tried.
Again and again.
But I failed.

Until now I am trapped.
A frozen heart.
Sealed.
In an empty soul.
Waiting.

[reposted 062609]

living with a firm faith

2009-10-27T22:36:00.001+08:00

A lot of uncontrollable things can happen in our lives. As for me, I’ve realized one thing, we should never forget that everything happens for a reason. Yes. It is true that loosing something might break us into pieces however if our faith is firm, despite such circumstances we will stand up with a smile and contentment. Though, you’re not yet strong, day by day you’ll find the strength to continue. So be thankful not only of the good things but also of the painful ones. Because this is just the beginning…

Greater things are waiting for us. Never be afraid and keep the FAITH^^

(reposed) June 19, 2009

love of a lifetime

2009-10-08T00:30:00.003+08:00

This is a fanfiction I've written, it is my first time though so please excuse my mistakes. Basically it is a one shot fic but then I decided to write a short/chaptered story for it , hopefully it won't be bad. I'll be posting the prolouge soon ^^

poster by: ninirose@soompi

loneliness from within

2009-10-05T22:50:00.003+08:00

"The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved

....Mother Theresa of Calcutta

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I want to go to a place where no one recognizes me, run and hide so that no one will see me. The feeling of emptiness makes me weak that I'm loosing the strength to keep on moving. When I know a lot cares and appreciates, why do I feel this way? Am I a fool who can't have enough and just wants everything in her hands? Never thought it will be this way, after choosing to be in his place. All this time I keep on pretending, for I want true love to lead my way. But it wasn't love who brought me but a dream that I thought was my everything. I went to a world I didn't belong a place I thought will bring me near him. But on and on it was too far, a distance that can never be gone. Is fighting for what I believe in even make sense or just another proof of my foolishness. When I feel like breaking, it makes me run to him. I keep on running though I know I won't find him instead frustration is the one waiting. Because his presence beside me is not a reality. It's merely a a moment of my precious fantasy. Day by day the pain deepens, like a sword that is buried within. As the dark comes piercing the light I cry in pain in an alley of darkness. I've always waited for someone, whom I think will be here. But I know it will only bring dismay because what I've hoped for never knew I am existing. Will someone ever come that will replace him or forever I should wait in vain? If only my life can change, I might take a path where I can be safe. For frustrations will be healed through prayers, and not by someone who I'm just dreaming.

still waiting...

2009-10-05T22:47:00.001+08:00

"No matter how painful waiting is as long as we're under the same sky. I'll always keep the faith and willnever stop believing because I know that someday things will properly fall at the right place at the right time."

but sometimes...

"Waiting for the right time may not always be the smart thing to do..because sometimes, the wrong moment could be...the most perfect of all.